Never Abandoned (My Firstborn Son) was born from one of the deepest places in my heart—the love of a father for his firstborn son.
This song isn’t about blame or the pain of the past. It’s about a father who never stopped loving his son, even when life created distance between them. It’s about the fear that one day your child might believe you walked away, when in reality you’ve spent years carrying them in your prayers and trusting God with what you couldn’t control.
The memories woven throughout the song are real: holding Braden just days after he was born, coaching him on the baseball field, the conversations on the drive home about character, integrity, and becoming a good man. They’re reminders that while time may pass and circumstances may change, a father’s love never does.
The title, Never Abandoned, speaks directly to the message I hope Braden always knows: he has never been forgotten, never been unloved, and never been abandoned. When I reached the point where I couldn’t change the circumstances, I made the hardest decision a father can make—I placed my son in God’s hands and trusted that He would surround him with love, guidance, and protection until the day our story could continue.
My prayer is that this song brings hope to anyone who has experienced separation from someone they love. Sometimes faith isn’t about having the answers—it’s about believing God is still writing a story that isn’t finished yet.
To my firstborn son, Braden: this song is, and always will be, a reminder that no amount of distance could ever change how deeply you’re loved.
